edit//: im freaking amazing..if you disagree leave my fucking site <33
I make freaking mistakes,,,yet have few regrets…I hate being
alone,,,I hate the feeling of loneliness…I cant go a day without
spilling something on me…I chew with my mouth open…I
burp…I eat non stop…I drink. I freaking hate school…I never
call anyone back,,,I procrastinate. I act dumber than I really am…I
live by quotes and lyrics that explain exactly what im going
through. Im to outgoing,,,im laugh to loud,,,talk to much…I
make up excuses for everything…I fall for boys to fast to hard,,,I
believe anything you tell me,,,im just vulnerable like that. I hate
being ignored,,,please don’t do it. I cry to much for my age. I
have to many enemies,,,I stick up for myself!!…sometimes the
mean things people say to me,,,they get to me. Many things
bother me….
I guess im just saying that im not perfect. don’t expect me to be! <//3
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being an only child im used to getting pretty much what i want in some form..
knowing that i cant have you when i need you the most fucking kills me and when i think about it. i get this horrible sick feeling in my stomach it makes me wanna puke when i think of how much i put myself through for you.
ashley i fucking love you....lol memories girl .. .
. ..i thought that was freaking hilarious
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so according to my counselor...im suppose to already know i want to do...what i want to major in...but ever since CMS last year i have no clue. ive thought about owning my own daycare...being a teacher...skipping college and being a cosmetologist...and being a vet. so when she asked me what i wanted to do i had no idea. i just dont know. and it scares me. the future. what im going to do or what ill become...it scares me. im freaking loving high school right..hating some aspects of it...but loving it. and i dont want to graduate...
i dont want to grow up...im getting to old to fast. im scared to grow up.
but yea. life is kinda sorta sucking right now. but i love ashley and all my friends right now.
i had fun this weekend...um friday was the baseball game. saturday was mall with jade and megan and then the movies..and today we started to redo my bathroom.
<33 Lisa Ann | 
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so i still love this pic.
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